Monday, November 16, 2009

Here i rise again....

Horrible weekend. sometimes you end up thinking how's it possible? The more you try, the more it goes awry and you can't stop trying now after all this struggle as well. Not sure, where the problem lies. Every time we go to what's seemingly the last hurdle but ending up falling down to see a huge set of hurdles lined up in front of you. And, there you go crossing one by one all over again. I am kind of tired, wanting all this to end, end for good, good for everyone around.

Mom was sick, TV went kaput, was raining non stop, expected things didn't progress an inch all these meant another weekend to be killed just like that and managed to do the same. I am not the kind who feels low for long, sends negative vibes around and crib with a dull frame of mind, but here i am doing all of these. This makes me even more angry on myself and trust me i am trying my best to be the way i used to be. Probably getting older ;-) getting towards the middle age crisis not sure.

As a silver lining to the dark gloomy skies, there were few good things, spent time with my niece, chatted with my very good friend after a long time and bought a new TV (Panasonic Tau) for my mom to watch those serials. And, morning mom got up feeling much better, more to my relief. the best thing about life is every morning you wake up with a fresh start, fresh belief , a fresh resolve to face the challenges, to rise above it all and make the day, month, year, life count. And, that's exactly what i am trying too.

So Life, here i am rising one more time, to face all the challenges you throw at me. This time as well will do everything to win over you and get what i deserve from you. You can't hold me down for long, for i keep rising like the phoenix from the ashes. In fact i am no Phoenix but rather i am ME! so better get yourself prepared more or ready to give me my dues.
(image courtesy: google images)

13 comments:

Satish Nagasubramaniam said...

Thats the sprit dude ... and hey wait ... aren't we not yet into the "middle age crisis" or was that just an "Oxymoron" for the phrase "Probably getting older ?" I thot we already were mathematically OLD ;)

Chan said...

Thx mams...Kalasitte...

Srivats said...

Good! Great spirit! everyone falls its only in raising again we prove ourself. Great ships are built not for harbour but for stormy hard seas :)

On the other hand dnt u think such things make us more stronger!

Srivats said...

and u are never old, probably matured and wise but never old ;)

manishapatnaik said...

Thats the way Life has to be treated.. and You're a best example for it. This phase will soon pass...and a brighter tomorrow is waiting with arms open..!! Its in your hands to grab it..!!
All the Best..!!

manishapatnaik said...

BTW who saying.. the word OLD??
Is that YOU???
No WaYzzzzzz... Never..!!!

Chan said...

@Srivats, Thx for the nice words mate.
@Manspat, u r ryt and i am fyting to get this phase pass n a new phase (nice n cool won't be bad) to begin.

Shylu said...

In case what you need is a bit of good luck inspite of all the fight u have putting thru life..here it is...

Good luck, loads and loads of it!!!

Chan said...

@ Shylu, Hey Thx so much!

Sandy said...

Hey thanks to you, now I know I am not alone. No matter how hard we try to be happy, something or the other goes terribly wrong - probably just to prove that we are mere human beings and He is up there and enjoying the game! But I like your spirit - don't be down for too long - that is something all of us have to try to follow!!!
But, aren't you quite old already?

Chan said...

@Sandhya, OLD yeah yeah we generally say na "i am x yrs old" tat way yeah old....
Youth ma youth :P

Sandy said...

Manasaatchiye illama youth-nu sollreengale boss...

Chan said...

Yaen indha kola veri...Youth na youth nu dhan solla mudiyum...

I am a proud

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